So I tried a little experiment.



Michael, Taylor and I had been discussing what our Personas would be; the geek in me had a lot of fun with that.

I've been going through some weird... emotional... things. Lately. So I thought I'd take that premise and extend it a little bit. I wrote about my Shadow.

I was thinking that it might help me work through some things. A sort of self-therapy, you know?

It was... definitely educational. But it didn't really help me work through anything.

Think about it. The Shadows of a bunch of fictional characters are so dysfunctional... just imagine what the Shadow of a real person would be like. It's... kinda scary, the cobwebs you find in there when you actually get around to digging.

So I wind up with a short story full to the brim with intensely personal stuff... and no resolution.

Shouldn't knowing what the problem is help you fix it?

But it doesn't. Not really. I don't know what to do.

Sigh.

So life continues to make me feel like shit.

I dunno what to do with myself. ~_~